nt yet an adult n cravin to be one...that kud b my status at the moment...
bt apart from that...these days...things just dnt seem to b fallin in the rite place...hv tried a lot to place the missing piece in the jigsaw puzzle....bt i just dnt find it..n even when i'v found it...smone comes places it b4 me.....
naaah...
m jus nt talkin bout my severly disastrous relationships...
m talkin bout me... the entire me...n everything happenin around this "me"..its like...i know wt i wnt frm life...n i even wt i'v gotta do in order to achieve that piece of thing.....bt when its tym to do...i feel ....nt lazy...bt smthn that i.....i jus dnt do it...
i mean ....my ISC for example....i ruined it ...i messed it....messy enuf nt to gt things bk in track...n whom do i blame....
obviously MEEEE
who else do u expect???
my mom???
who stayed up evry nite when i studied just for 15 days b4 those exmz....n gt me coffee..n every othr order i placed..inspite of goin thru an operation a month ago...
or my dad???
who runs around doin his duties n rushin to the workplace inspite of his broken hipjoint.....i knw it hurts , i knw it pains...i can feel that when i se him walkin down the streets...he almost limps...n he says.."...m just doin it coz its a daughter...had it been a son ...i wud hv submitted my VRS long back..."
or shud i just blame.....
my frnz(the real ones)???
who tried to make me undrstand almost everyday...."priya...do it....study a li'l bit n u can do it".....
or maybeeee
my teachers...
who corrected me at almost every step....
BUT , then to me breakin rules were cool, n fashionable n soo very priya-like...n so i did it...
bt today when i turn back n see my life.....in these 17 yrs...
i guess..i kud hv done a li'l better..i kud hv hurt ppl a li'l less...n mk my mom cry n suffer fr me a li'l less...or maybe i kud hv been a bit mr gentle to her...no m nt arrogant....bt m jus rude...i mean nt that i wanna be rude..its jus that when i gt angry...i jus bloww it of....n i just say almost anything that hits my tongue...
so today...i just wanna say sorry...to all u guys...

SSOORRYYYY !!!!!!

coz i kudnt be the perfect one u wntd me to be...
sorry ma, for bluffin u at tyms....when i used to say m studyin..while i was nt,.....bt i guess u undrstnd it all..
sorry dad...
for nt bein the"perfecto indian daughter"....i mean m really sorry...(bt i cnt help it..)
n sorry to my frnz.....
for lettin u down....
sorry to my teachers...
coz i kudnt gt things ryt...
n sorry u GOD....
for nt usin ur given facilities rt...

-----with love n appologies-----
--priya--

P.S:-well there r a lot more ppl...whom i need to say sorry....bt these were jus the most significant ones..