..A wait so lame !

Ya right...and i know just like all times this post is gonna be an epic fail in terms o venting the spleen !!! anyway...i dont mind trying...its kinda 1:30 at night...m sleepy ...terribly sleepy..tired ...like half dead..i cant even freaking move aside...tired enough to not being able to reach my hands out to get a bottle of water...but yep..here i am ...waiting..yes..you read it right....i am waiting....and you might as well not ask me for what ??

I dont mind if you can sort that out....ya i know its hilarious and well...dumb...but i have absolutely no idea why i am doing this...i mean i have absolutely no reason to stay awake and do absolutely nothing but listen to ridiculous songs...and go around my room searching for nothing....and sit on my bed staring out of the window looking at nothing .....and then now that i am all tired of waiting for nothing ..i just made up my mind i NEED to sleep..and if i dont i might as well die cause my body pains and my brain is half dimunitive.... but that is not the point...the thing is now that i am finally going to sleep...i just feel weird...

I mean everything happens for a reason right ?? And thus was this wait...it occurred for a reason but not till it was over did i realise it was so lame....the reason...the wait...both of them...coz now that i sit and blog for again no reason ...i wonder what was i doing so long ??? what the hell was i waiting for ?? or maybe .....who the hell was i waiting ?? what was thinking ??? where was i going ??? and why was i thinking so much ?? What was so freaking wrong with me that made me start living in dreams all over again..dont be presumptuous..i m not in love...or maybe..no...i m not.....duuuh !!!!....i know you have already figured out where i am heading to...so thats about it....hopefully i'll remain sane at the end of it all....but yeah..

I just realised what i was waiting for....something....i shouldnt have waited for....a wait so lame...

Friends over a cup of tea..

Well...its been a while since i published a post....i mean i keep writing them and then go save it...i never feel it something good enough for other people to waste their time on...(not that i feel this one is an exception)....but anyway...

Today happens to be friendship day....something that i have been celebrating for the last....well.....12 years i guess...but the difference this year ..m kinda pretty pretty far from the people whom i call friends...i remember how i used to gather friendship bands , rings, cards and gifts every year...just like every other teenage girl would...very predictable.....aint it..and this year..here i am sitting over a cup of tea wondering if i could just some how go back right now....go hug them and say.....thank you for making me....

Its funny how F.R.I.E.N.D.S is what u miss the most when ur away from ur homeland....every crazy moment spent ,every freaky sms sent , every promise kept and bent...everything starts coming back to you....there are times when in a city as big n busy as this you find yourself sitting all alone in some stupid cafe or a bench by the harbour looking at the empty seats beside...... and that is when you wish ...you wish...you had a friend there.....you could hug someone and say.....i missed u....