Its a lot funy how life treats me.....its strange how the very things which we want to hold on to forever drift away the fastest...it kinda hurts when the one whom u want to be with , the one whom u want to come closer to n the one whom u feel can help u see the world in ur favourite shades , starts takin for granted...it pins to see him deaf to every word of ur love and every cry that u scream out to him...its strange when u want him to realise how much u actually want him and he just wants u to believe that u were immature and in an illusion...it breaks inside when u realise inspite of ur firmest grip his hand smoothly glides away from urs....and u look at ur lone hand n cry out his name....bt he doesnt hear it.....it kinda tears apart in there, when u want him to be by ur side when u wnt to cry..bt he hardly realises that he was the reason y u were shedin all those tears....u want to hug him , hold his hand and break down on his shoulder.but when u try to come closer u realise there is this invisible wall around him...that HE has built....just to prevent u...u want to shout out to him but his ears happen to get immuned to ur scream n he moves off without a care.....u go crazy , cry, shout , scream , yell, go numb , stay silent , weeping and yelling just to make hime understand that u LOVE HIM......bt he just turns his back to make u realise that u are just an aquintance of a month...and there goes ur dreams in that rubbish bin wher u once wanted to throw off all ur tears seeing him....